Every now and then it will hit me. It's random, and it can happen at any given moment. An incident will occur that can, or may, have a direct impact on a loved one. Anything that will affect them in a threatening way sends me into a tailspin. I will become totally irrational and shift into total defense mode. My family tells me I have to trust... my family tells me to breathe. But today something different happened when that old feeling began to over take my heart and my soul.
I felt a warm embrace and my ears lifted as flowers when watered, as a voice gently whispered... never again. Never again will you draw on your past as you deal with the present. Your future is waiting for you and it is glorious.
Thank you God. Thank you for everything.
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